after taking the kids to school came home to sleep for an hour, actually slept for two. with bandit by my side. my mind went to its usual state- wild. my lack of sleep affects my dreams and to find that state of rest opens the portal.
dreams of picking up the kids from school early and bringing them to mary & angie's home to find it filled with kids and adults, a sort of day care party, parents drinking beer at 10 in the morning while they chat with fellow parents. the children joined the festivities, i stay aside. in a few minutes i gather my children to get them back to school only to find that children are being released for the day. as im going through the crowd slowly i come to a stop. a lady hair is blowing near my face and before my thought is over that it seems as my sisters hair, she turns. yes, it is my almonds. with her sunshades and her beautiful smile, telling me she came to pick the kids up.
at some other point i dream i'm somewhere, walking or standing, just somewhere; something about a girl. she doesnt belong here. her mother is a bit angry and tells me she has to go to houston. i reply by letting her know i'm from there. i'm sitting in a back row of a plane chit chatting with a female, not sure if it is the same lady or not. the plane starts going and i begin to freak out. yelling to stop the plane, that i'm not supposed to go to back. i didnt even have a boarding pass or was checked for anything, no clothes packed even. a lady in the front get iritated, stands up, asks who's making all the noise. i yell to her its me. she walks up. alas, my lover is sitting next to me. we're holding hands. the lady's mood changes. asks us about us. we're smiling, speaking. she asks him his age, she guesses he's 28, we giggle and he says thank you but he's actually a little older. she gives me a ring. small and simple yet quite pretty. silver ring which ends dont meet but split to go around holding a pearl. i goes on my right ring finger.
all of a sudden my lover and i are no longer on the plane but we're driving up a freeway, almost speeding. look to my left coming up to some sort of investigation. i see my glasses thrown on the floor, with one of the handles broken off. there was something else of mine which at this point i cant remember. i told him we needed to go back there, for some reason my stuff was there; whatever had occured.
another dream- in some type of store or office, it's my first day there. it looks familiar, i've been there before. yet, i feel uneasy, solem. i speak with a man, he explains to me what it was and i remember. he's one of the richest guys there, he's a pusher, in sales that is. i sit at a table, another sits with me. i have a bowl of cereal in front of me but need to get up for something in my locker. another new girl joins me, we see a room. we wander in wondering what it is. it turns out just to be a boys locker room. but the colors of the walls are painted nice shades of oranges. we start back to the table when i noticed my cereal is spilled over to the floor. an older lady nagging and complaining. i explain to her that i didnt make the mess but she refuses to listen. she's telling me something but i cant understand the meaning. i'm surrounded by white cloth it's moving around rapidly, some what scary, she's creating it. i'm hearing music in the background, its faint. all of a sudden i see my lover's face smiling above me as if he's been hiding behind me. and says something like ' i'll always be with you'. i wake up almost crying and short of breath.
10.08.2008
8.17.2008
The Interview
so how's your day been so far? ok, ive been sleeping all morning cuz i cant sleep at night, i have trouble sleeping, not sure if its stress related or health related maybe too much on my mind or maybe not doing enough during my days....
oh...well, lets get started. tell me about yourself? well, what do you want to know?
anything. ooookay..well lets see, i'm self diagnosed borderline bipolar, i dont like people fucking with me, i dislike sarcasm, i dispise dishonesty, stupid people annoy the shit out of me, i do believe in conspiracies, i do believe in the occult, rich people need to give up a lot of their money cuz ya know, a game of football or a t.v. series really isnt worth that much fucking money.... what else... oh, i love dancing, i love food, but not crap food cuz its so not good for you, you'll end up looking like a washup walrus or some crap like that. liquor? yes i love it, but no im not an alcoholic but yes, i can probably drink you under the table. what else? sex fiend, possibly, i know my mind is dirty enough but of my own, not trying to make people laugh or be offended on purpose. hmm...well, i do maintain a family and friends and those we may call aquaintances but of course always looking for new ones, seeing as how the majority of mine are back hometown. as for something directly work related, how about this, go do something!
hmm..well, tell me, what can you bring to the table? i wont take your crap or anyone elses crap, that's for sure, i'll come in, do my work, and get the fuck out. i'm slightly anal. i like to do things the way they work for me, but i'm willing to compromise on situations. i dont like lazy fucks so i hope the team you have already doesnt stand around idle. i dont like gossip or drama so if you have team members that thrive for type of shit, i will gladly and openly A-ignore them B-tell them to shut the fuck up!
i see, so, where do you see yourself in 5 years? Not fucking here, that's for sure! the only reason i'm sitting here with you is cuz there was a slight kink im my original plan, yes i did have plan b but plan b eventually brought me here. ah well.
so why do you think you're the right candidate for this position? haven't you been listening to a fucking word i've said?! haven't you read my freaking resume?! its all there in black and white and everything i've said to you is in plain english. sorry if i dont impress you with fake smiles and well recited verses. asshole.
ok great, well, i'll set up a second (or third) interview and call you with the date and time. ahh fucking geez, is every decision here gonna take this long!? what happened to having the power to make an executive decision?! alright, peace negro, i'm moving on.
oh...well, lets get started. tell me about yourself? well, what do you want to know?
anything. ooookay..well lets see, i'm self diagnosed borderline bipolar, i dont like people fucking with me, i dislike sarcasm, i dispise dishonesty, stupid people annoy the shit out of me, i do believe in conspiracies, i do believe in the occult, rich people need to give up a lot of their money cuz ya know, a game of football or a t.v. series really isnt worth that much fucking money.... what else... oh, i love dancing, i love food, but not crap food cuz its so not good for you, you'll end up looking like a washup walrus or some crap like that. liquor? yes i love it, but no im not an alcoholic but yes, i can probably drink you under the table. what else? sex fiend, possibly, i know my mind is dirty enough but of my own, not trying to make people laugh or be offended on purpose. hmm...well, i do maintain a family and friends and those we may call aquaintances but of course always looking for new ones, seeing as how the majority of mine are back hometown. as for something directly work related, how about this, go do something!
hmm..well, tell me, what can you bring to the table? i wont take your crap or anyone elses crap, that's for sure, i'll come in, do my work, and get the fuck out. i'm slightly anal. i like to do things the way they work for me, but i'm willing to compromise on situations. i dont like lazy fucks so i hope the team you have already doesnt stand around idle. i dont like gossip or drama so if you have team members that thrive for type of shit, i will gladly and openly A-ignore them B-tell them to shut the fuck up!
i see, so, where do you see yourself in 5 years? Not fucking here, that's for sure! the only reason i'm sitting here with you is cuz there was a slight kink im my original plan, yes i did have plan b but plan b eventually brought me here. ah well.
so why do you think you're the right candidate for this position? haven't you been listening to a fucking word i've said?! haven't you read my freaking resume?! its all there in black and white and everything i've said to you is in plain english. sorry if i dont impress you with fake smiles and well recited verses. asshole.
ok great, well, i'll set up a second (or third) interview and call you with the date and time. ahh fucking geez, is every decision here gonna take this long!? what happened to having the power to make an executive decision?! alright, peace negro, i'm moving on.
6.20.2008
the Revolution will not be Televised
or at least that's how the slogan goes
but with analog going bye bye; which by the way, who was the higher power that made this definitive, absolute decision? and with all the new technology, smart phones, cameras EVERYWHERE and accessible to everyone...
i think the revolution will be televised; and pod cast, and you tubed and archieved into hundreds upon hundreds of floating files. and it could become a conspiracy that no one is really sure of how credible it really is. at least, for those who are actually interested in such events and thoughts and discussions. and all of it so fragile as to hit a single button- delete.
but with analog going bye bye; which by the way, who was the higher power that made this definitive, absolute decision? and with all the new technology, smart phones, cameras EVERYWHERE and accessible to everyone...
i think the revolution will be televised; and pod cast, and you tubed and archieved into hundreds upon hundreds of floating files. and it could become a conspiracy that no one is really sure of how credible it really is. at least, for those who are actually interested in such events and thoughts and discussions. and all of it so fragile as to hit a single button- delete.
6.06.2008
About Love via Text
Saving the words my Lover writes to me.
it's been a lot to save and then type out word for word. plus smiles and dots and dashes ...
so i think from now on, i'll pick and choose which to write and which to not.
but it's been a fantastic voyage that just continues.
it's been a lot to save and then type out word for word. plus smiles and dots and dashes ...
so i think from now on, i'll pick and choose which to write and which to not.
but it's been a fantastic voyage that just continues.
5.31.2008
Love via Text (v)
March 2008
JUNGLE MOUSE!!
stuck like glue to the creases in my mind. youre in everything i do and see my Love. from the sound of the jets flying over to the trickling of water in the shower
yes yes yes every crease every nook n crannie n valley n rise. every drop of liquid and ray of light that touches my skin
...custom made...i told my mom that last night...she says she wishes she couldve spend more time with you. she like you jo...and that makes me dream..
alicia song is on right now..teary eyed in car amor. reliving that drive through LAX
came in the office after talking to you and what do i hear? friggin alicia song..again amor. this is our song i guess. and so fitting
i had a lil dream of us having fun under the pier at seal beach. we had our little blanket wrapped around us..we were standing up...our feet were wet
youre smoking hot first thing in the morning, fresh from sleep. i look forward to many many morning with you baby.. just thinking of that lil bit of awesomeness
aside from the beauty n love n sexiness n all that stuff...i think youre a really fuckin cool person jo. i really really like you girl. ...and that matters.
sometimes when i'm at work i find myself daydreaming about you..and my two co workers are like "hellooo aj yea you" and they laugh at me.. you make me zone..
you know...i really look forward to taking lil khepri under my wing and having him around me. i mean, i dont mean to take anything from his father and i dont wanna make you uncomfortable either amor, but im excited about having a lil boy you know. i'm gonna treat him the best i know how jo. with just as much love n attention and boy to boy stuff that a father would give his son. our family is gonna be awesome. i love you sweetheart. we are one.
you too my love. when youre here i cant wait to spend my lunches with you.sitting at the park munching on healthy goodness with my Lover...puppy huh?
Amor, you know. spending time with marz is making me appreciate the relationship you and i have even more. i love you so much woman. my unagi. miss you love.
PLLEEAASE AMOR! im respecting you and your feelings and im gonna let you have time to make your decision. i just want you to know that our moments together are no tricks, no jokes. we have big dreams and big plans and big wishes to make true for our little ones Amor. i chose you for a reason. you chose me for a reason. focus on those reasons baby. focus on those good solid tangible reasons that you know are real because youve seen them and touched them. dont focus on the worries and thoughts that go thru your head. i'm real amor and my love for you is very very real. im not going to bother you. im gonna give you your space. i guess ill know your decision when i hear from you..or dont hear from you. unagi..im yours completly. please keep me always dont push me away. we belong together. you still feel it inside...i hope.
sleep well my love..oh how you torture me..i cant stay away.
i do know whats right n wrong love. i know that the way our lives are lining up in the future is the most right thing ive ever had the chance to take part in. knowing you and your babies and bringing them into my family is a blessing jo. i love you guys baby. were gonna drive our metro bus together until theyre old enough to drive themselves around. lots ahead of us mouse. all smiles. 8 little feet running around. i love you always. every second.
awake my love. imaging the paint is my love and these walls are your life.. and how i want to cover you completly with everything i have to give...creating something so new and so fucking beautiful everybody who sees it understands why we've waited so long to be together..i'm so warm right now
wear your red sweater amor. wear it proud. my essence lives in it. :) kiss those kids and tell em i miss em. hope everything goes well today. stay smiling love.
IM THE CHEESE DAMMIT!
K.im about ready to stop painting. just waiting for your word my Love. let me know. kiss the lil Sashi for me.
day dreaming of you miss mouse. ...the evil nurse pic is still one of my favorites mama. you look fucking wicked delicious.
I LOVE YOU DAMMIT! my mouse! my cheese! my heart! my woman! yessshhh
wow. you need to send me and email with just you speaking like that. hot unbridled passionate hunger that makes me sweat just reading it. i love you dreamgirl
yes my love. that and all the deeper inner most perverse and crazy fantasies you have..i want to fulfill them all
I LOVE YOU.
i'm picturing your fit suculent legs wrapped tightly around me...beads of sweat forming on your breasts n stomach as i push my hard dick deep inside of you.
youre mine..im yours..and i love you
happy ishtar amor. just waking up here. got 4 kids on my computer playing games and laughing. morning madness.. im getting a preview of it :)
next year we'll have 4 lil ones with insane sugar rushes right about now..and you going crazy with your peeps :) te amo corazon
yes love. miles only represent distance if you allow them to. to me its more important to be close mind to mind and heart to heart. and that what we're doing. body to body closeness comes later.. but soon. were doing things in the right order princesa. im excited to be part of this. i love you. :)
im missing you more than usual this morning. maybe its cold air and gloomy clouds. i watched our videos last night..and that one thing that really stuck in my mind was not the act of lovemaking, but the affection. your hands on my body. my kisses on yours. i miss you jo. i love you. I AM YOURS.
god i cant stop thinking about you and how wonderful our future will be. i know its late and youre sleeping and im sorry if i wake you amor. but i love you too much to not express it right now. im full and overflowing with passion for you right now. my queen. my love. my One. xoxox
im sitting here learning about areas of programming and software . but all i can think of is exploring the most sensitive areas of your body. when next i see you i'm gonna go down on you...licking your pussy til youre completly satisfied and exhausted. i crave the taste of your juices Amor. I thirst.
My love. when i think of you i hear a melody in my head. ...makes my body sway. i'm so in love it makes me hear music. see what you do? you make my mind flutter
JUNGLE MOUSE!!
stuck like glue to the creases in my mind. youre in everything i do and see my Love. from the sound of the jets flying over to the trickling of water in the shower
yes yes yes every crease every nook n crannie n valley n rise. every drop of liquid and ray of light that touches my skin
...custom made...i told my mom that last night...she says she wishes she couldve spend more time with you. she like you jo...and that makes me dream..
alicia song is on right now..teary eyed in car amor. reliving that drive through LAX
came in the office after talking to you and what do i hear? friggin alicia song..again amor. this is our song i guess. and so fitting
i had a lil dream of us having fun under the pier at seal beach. we had our little blanket wrapped around us..we were standing up...our feet were wet
youre smoking hot first thing in the morning, fresh from sleep. i look forward to many many morning with you baby.. just thinking of that lil bit of awesomeness
aside from the beauty n love n sexiness n all that stuff...i think youre a really fuckin cool person jo. i really really like you girl. ...and that matters.
sometimes when i'm at work i find myself daydreaming about you..and my two co workers are like "hellooo aj yea you" and they laugh at me.. you make me zone..
you know...i really look forward to taking lil khepri under my wing and having him around me. i mean, i dont mean to take anything from his father and i dont wanna make you uncomfortable either amor, but im excited about having a lil boy you know. i'm gonna treat him the best i know how jo. with just as much love n attention and boy to boy stuff that a father would give his son. our family is gonna be awesome. i love you sweetheart. we are one.
you too my love. when youre here i cant wait to spend my lunches with you.sitting at the park munching on healthy goodness with my Lover...puppy huh?
Amor, you know. spending time with marz is making me appreciate the relationship you and i have even more. i love you so much woman. my unagi. miss you love.
PLLEEAASE AMOR! im respecting you and your feelings and im gonna let you have time to make your decision. i just want you to know that our moments together are no tricks, no jokes. we have big dreams and big plans and big wishes to make true for our little ones Amor. i chose you for a reason. you chose me for a reason. focus on those reasons baby. focus on those good solid tangible reasons that you know are real because youve seen them and touched them. dont focus on the worries and thoughts that go thru your head. i'm real amor and my love for you is very very real. im not going to bother you. im gonna give you your space. i guess ill know your decision when i hear from you..or dont hear from you. unagi..im yours completly. please keep me always dont push me away. we belong together. you still feel it inside...i hope.
sleep well my love..oh how you torture me..i cant stay away.
i do know whats right n wrong love. i know that the way our lives are lining up in the future is the most right thing ive ever had the chance to take part in. knowing you and your babies and bringing them into my family is a blessing jo. i love you guys baby. were gonna drive our metro bus together until theyre old enough to drive themselves around. lots ahead of us mouse. all smiles. 8 little feet running around. i love you always. every second.
awake my love. imaging the paint is my love and these walls are your life.. and how i want to cover you completly with everything i have to give...creating something so new and so fucking beautiful everybody who sees it understands why we've waited so long to be together..i'm so warm right now
wear your red sweater amor. wear it proud. my essence lives in it. :) kiss those kids and tell em i miss em. hope everything goes well today. stay smiling love.
IM THE CHEESE DAMMIT!
K.im about ready to stop painting. just waiting for your word my Love. let me know. kiss the lil Sashi for me.
day dreaming of you miss mouse. ...the evil nurse pic is still one of my favorites mama. you look fucking wicked delicious.
I LOVE YOU DAMMIT! my mouse! my cheese! my heart! my woman! yessshhh
wow. you need to send me and email with just you speaking like that. hot unbridled passionate hunger that makes me sweat just reading it. i love you dreamgirl
yes my love. that and all the deeper inner most perverse and crazy fantasies you have..i want to fulfill them all
I LOVE YOU.
i'm picturing your fit suculent legs wrapped tightly around me...beads of sweat forming on your breasts n stomach as i push my hard dick deep inside of you.
youre mine..im yours..and i love you
happy ishtar amor. just waking up here. got 4 kids on my computer playing games and laughing. morning madness.. im getting a preview of it :)
next year we'll have 4 lil ones with insane sugar rushes right about now..and you going crazy with your peeps :) te amo corazon
yes love. miles only represent distance if you allow them to. to me its more important to be close mind to mind and heart to heart. and that what we're doing. body to body closeness comes later.. but soon. were doing things in the right order princesa. im excited to be part of this. i love you. :)
im missing you more than usual this morning. maybe its cold air and gloomy clouds. i watched our videos last night..and that one thing that really stuck in my mind was not the act of lovemaking, but the affection. your hands on my body. my kisses on yours. i miss you jo. i love you. I AM YOURS.
god i cant stop thinking about you and how wonderful our future will be. i know its late and youre sleeping and im sorry if i wake you amor. but i love you too much to not express it right now. im full and overflowing with passion for you right now. my queen. my love. my One. xoxox
im sitting here learning about areas of programming and software . but all i can think of is exploring the most sensitive areas of your body. when next i see you i'm gonna go down on you...licking your pussy til youre completly satisfied and exhausted. i crave the taste of your juices Amor. I thirst.
My love. when i think of you i hear a melody in my head. ...makes my body sway. i'm so in love it makes me hear music. see what you do? you make my mind flutter
5.14.2008
Love via Text (IV)
February 2008
That makes two of us Jo. and to answer your question... tell me without saying it by simply showing me. the way you place your hand on my neck when were toghether shows me. the way you giggle when you call me a fool, the way you fun your hands up and down my body and suck on my neck when we make love shows me. the way you go down on me when i'm driving, the way you kiss me, the way you look at me Amor. your way period. i cant wait to see you again
theres my favorite belly button. mmmmmm. I wanna just rest my head on your stomach and holdon to you all night and love you. lick you. eat you. drink you.
you fuckin kick ass!! dude im the luckiest and most grateful man in the world right now. mmm that lil thing looks mighty tight baby.
yesh! i had fun too :) thank you miss mouse. i cant describe how you affect me. i practically salivate when i look at you. im so attracted in every way. crazy.
....youre the One Amor. you are. :)
kissing, touching, rubbing you, making love to you gently and slowly.. fucking you madly and wildly. my dick in your mouth , your pussy and yes in your ass...
from every angle in every position at all speeds and at all volumes. i dream of you and i. i crave you. my lips quiver and my tongue sweats thinking of you.
and you.. be prepared for the relentless deep penetration of my throbbing 9inch weapon. its gonna be absolute carnage.
thank you amor. there are times when i need to hear those words from you out of the blue..they feel more powerful than usual. right now is one of those times
you made my day. talking to you is like a shot of adrenaline in the ass. i'm excited now. i need to upgrade my plan or get you on helio so we can talk for free (just an interception here, its now the last day of may and that still has not happened. ehem*cough cough*)
i'll soon be in all those places when were making love, face to face, kissing deeply, breathing each others breath thru the night. the weeks will fly amor. watch.
you spoil me amor. your love. the words you speak to me. the way you express your feelings to me. i feel every text. thank you Jo for making me feel.
thought about our words all night. "i wanna marry you..." kept me full of good thoughts and i love you miss josalyn
...dreams come true...
that makes two of us amor. i thought i was a goof for doing that. you really are the mirror image of me. and i love the way you cuss with no regard. brilliant!
a 6 person nap. 12 arms, 12 legs entangled in sleep. 6 individual minds living 1 single dream.
good moring lover. i look forward to the days when we eat breakfast together and get the kids ready for school and start our days. cant wait. te amo jo.
Amor. dont feel bad about the flights. i dont expect you to pay for every time were together. i'll gladly fly you out here. you and i are a unit remember? i look at our alien head picture everytime i pick up my phone and i see something more and more fantastic everytime. that picture represents something so powerful to me Amor. i love you so dearly. its crucial that we see each other. we'll make it happen amor . Ill book these today.
this whole experience with you. this growing together, this journey, this loving learning its so amazing . you mean so much to me that i know i could never truly express it. but i still try to show you. in the words i say and the way i touch and treat you. my One. my Only. good night Amor.
...soulmates...
i know this Unagi. my dreams of tomorrow include you. they always have...since before i even knew. happy valentines day corazon
i love your ears...
J C!!! do me a favor! smother me! i neeeeed to know you need me Jo! Please Amor! a breather? are you crazy? do YOU need one?
my love. i was out of balance until the instant you removed your sunglasses and our souls linked. YOU ARE my balance. please know this.
wheres Mrs Avalos?
MARRY ME NOW DAMMIT! HOOOOLY SHIT! Amor you look fukking incredible! wowee wow wow wowzers! im speechless and excited and turned on and and and...fuck dude...
i love you Jo J
im gonna spread your legs wide open...hold your hands down at your sides...and sink my tongue deep inside your pussy...sucking your clit and lips alll night.
stunt fuckin. how about this. we pull off the side of a desert road...put some safety vests on, and i bend you over the hood of the car and fuck you deeeply? (mmmm...this still looks like a yummy idea)
hahhahahha aww you poor thing amor. you have nooo idea. im gonna eat that pussy til its raw... (and yes he does...deliciousness)
insomnia. wondering where you are and what you dream of and what temperature your skin is at this very moment and if you smile in your sleep when you think of me
...you glow...
mousie...please call me when you land. te amo jo
That makes two of us Jo. and to answer your question... tell me without saying it by simply showing me. the way you place your hand on my neck when were toghether shows me. the way you giggle when you call me a fool, the way you fun your hands up and down my body and suck on my neck when we make love shows me. the way you go down on me when i'm driving, the way you kiss me, the way you look at me Amor. your way period. i cant wait to see you again
theres my favorite belly button. mmmmmm. I wanna just rest my head on your stomach and holdon to you all night and love you. lick you. eat you. drink you.
you fuckin kick ass!! dude im the luckiest and most grateful man in the world right now. mmm that lil thing looks mighty tight baby.
yesh! i had fun too :) thank you miss mouse. i cant describe how you affect me. i practically salivate when i look at you. im so attracted in every way. crazy.
....youre the One Amor. you are. :)
kissing, touching, rubbing you, making love to you gently and slowly.. fucking you madly and wildly. my dick in your mouth , your pussy and yes in your ass...
from every angle in every position at all speeds and at all volumes. i dream of you and i. i crave you. my lips quiver and my tongue sweats thinking of you.
and you.. be prepared for the relentless deep penetration of my throbbing 9inch weapon. its gonna be absolute carnage.
thank you amor. there are times when i need to hear those words from you out of the blue..they feel more powerful than usual. right now is one of those times
you made my day. talking to you is like a shot of adrenaline in the ass. i'm excited now. i need to upgrade my plan or get you on helio so we can talk for free (just an interception here, its now the last day of may and that still has not happened. ehem*cough cough*)
i'll soon be in all those places when were making love, face to face, kissing deeply, breathing each others breath thru the night. the weeks will fly amor. watch.
you spoil me amor. your love. the words you speak to me. the way you express your feelings to me. i feel every text. thank you Jo for making me feel.
thought about our words all night. "i wanna marry you..." kept me full of good thoughts and i love you miss josalyn
...dreams come true...
that makes two of us amor. i thought i was a goof for doing that. you really are the mirror image of me. and i love the way you cuss with no regard. brilliant!
a 6 person nap. 12 arms, 12 legs entangled in sleep. 6 individual minds living 1 single dream.
good moring lover. i look forward to the days when we eat breakfast together and get the kids ready for school and start our days. cant wait. te amo jo.
Amor. dont feel bad about the flights. i dont expect you to pay for every time were together. i'll gladly fly you out here. you and i are a unit remember? i look at our alien head picture everytime i pick up my phone and i see something more and more fantastic everytime. that picture represents something so powerful to me Amor. i love you so dearly. its crucial that we see each other. we'll make it happen amor . Ill book these today.
this whole experience with you. this growing together, this journey, this loving learning its so amazing . you mean so much to me that i know i could never truly express it. but i still try to show you. in the words i say and the way i touch and treat you. my One. my Only. good night Amor.
...soulmates...
i know this Unagi. my dreams of tomorrow include you. they always have...since before i even knew. happy valentines day corazon
i love your ears...
J C!!! do me a favor! smother me! i neeeeed to know you need me Jo! Please Amor! a breather? are you crazy? do YOU need one?
my love. i was out of balance until the instant you removed your sunglasses and our souls linked. YOU ARE my balance. please know this.
wheres Mrs Avalos?
MARRY ME NOW DAMMIT! HOOOOLY SHIT! Amor you look fukking incredible! wowee wow wow wowzers! im speechless and excited and turned on and and and...fuck dude...
i love you Jo J
im gonna spread your legs wide open...hold your hands down at your sides...and sink my tongue deep inside your pussy...sucking your clit and lips alll night.
stunt fuckin. how about this. we pull off the side of a desert road...put some safety vests on, and i bend you over the hood of the car and fuck you deeeply? (mmmm...this still looks like a yummy idea)
hahhahahha aww you poor thing amor. you have nooo idea. im gonna eat that pussy til its raw... (and yes he does...deliciousness)
insomnia. wondering where you are and what you dream of and what temperature your skin is at this very moment and if you smile in your sleep when you think of me
...you glow...
mousie...please call me when you land. te amo jo
Love via Text (III)
January 2008
Good morning dreamgirl. Im so lucky to have you not only in my dreams, but in my waking too. Sometimes i wake up at night and i feel you wrapped around me. Like during the night our souls slip away from our bodies and entwine somewhere secret. sometimes i wake to your scent and i know its impossible.
...i fuckin love you man...
i have so much respect for you miss mouse. for being the woman, the friend, the lover, the mother that you are. I truely love you. I know i've said it b4 but...
Im home safe Amor. 1030 in my warm house...mmmmmmmuah i love you princess. youre the most beautiful centaur i know baby
my sweet perfection. you bring warmth and light to me each morning before the sun comes up. thank you for your morning texts miss mouse. mmmmuah!
AWESOME! and i was gonna mention the two types of wood could represent growing together. entwining with each other to form an endless and yes, eternal circle :)
i felt the magic too amor. the first time i sw you in person i felt it. it was like a mind orgasm...what did you do to me miss mouse?
Good night my love. sleep well-dream strong. i love you so much. soon i'll hold you through your nights. xoxox
my god...you truly are amazing. so fucking insanely gorgeous baby. imiss you so much it hurts right now...:(
loving you miss mouse. always n forever.
my girl. thats what you are. youre precious to me pricesless. i hope the morning light kisses your face as gently as i would...te amo miss mouse
since i got here this morning..every where i go..everywhere i stop my truck.. this seagull has been following me. staring at me. he's giving me the eye.
YES!!!! thats what i want too my love! the stuff that they make of and write shakespearean plays about. my juliet..and i your romeo
well, except the dying at the end part
good morning beautiful . drive safe this morning. keep your head focused baby. try not to think too hard about the things that bother you. remember the secret
im sending you love and positive thoughts from all angles. i love you so much... feel like we didnt have nearly enough time this weekend. we'll fix that soon :)
i need you here with me to subside this trembling. so cold . when the winter is over and the summer is here i dont ever want to be cold again. i need you
...fell asleep during lunch..had small slices of dreams very similar to what you described. walking, hand in hand, all smiles...everythings gonna be fine amor
i vow to do everything i can to make you always happy amor. i love you goodnight
yesh yesh yesh always my love you have me (3.33.31am)
baby. dont look to far ahead. our dreams arent all up there in the far distance. they're right here with us as well. knowing you is a dream . so lets live our lives to the fullest and make this love all we ever wanted and dreamed true love could be. i love you so damn much josalyn. come to me
Lovely lady. let me drink you please. wont spill a drop, no, i promise you. lying under this spell you cast on me each moment...the more i love you
AMOR!!! i havent talked to you all day sugar buns. hahha. just wanted to say hi and thinking of you. yea. thats it. ok, you just called me wow!
i love talking to you :)
...just caught a wiff of your scent on the breeze as i walked out side into the sunlight. could it be youre thinking of me and traveled here for a split second?
i bet you look mouthwatering. ..fucking delicious. im so damn lucky to have you!! oh my goodness. i cant stop thinking of you and i and our happy family..
...living the lives we always wanted to live. happy, healthy, and forever in love. my future. i wanna grow old with you jo. yea? can we do that? :)
Amor, I love you :)
awww mamas, its written everywhere. i see something everyday it seems. i'm absolutely crazy for you and the universe is saying "its alright dude, be crazy!"
good morning my sweet confection of perfection. i'm gonna be holding you close in about 50 hours. my body is tingling thinking about it. mmmm the craving
dammit i love you so much. i m so wrapped up i you baby. look at me..texting you the second i hang up. im fucking crazy about you woman.
nopers. gonna listen to some music online for a lil bit. mr mouse is very excited
i just saw your plane!!!
i kept looking to my right and expecting you to be sitting in the passenger seat. you have a wild effect on me miss mouse. please call me when youre home
last night my bed was like ice. felt like i was sleeping in an igloo or somthin. everytime i would move the cold sheets would make me cringe. brrrrr i miss you amor. i had such a great time with you yet again. everyday i spend with you im entranced by you. fucking beautiful person you are. has nothing to do with me being phsysically attracted to you. its the connection i feel to you spiritually thats so hypnotic. amazing stuff. te amo.
if my memory serves me right...you were enveloped within the maddening clouds when i first caught glimpse of you... which explains why i too have gone mad.
...and i fucking love you for it. every bit.
stepped outside just now to find it raining...and i though to myself...aww its raining here just like in houston. me and my baby both have rain...big smile..then i looked up and kept walking and the next thing i know i'm falling down the steps on my butt. aww just like my baby! te amo
..thinking of you ..loving you ..missing the hell out of you
picture me tap dancing on the bed in the middle of the night.. with glowsticks strapped to my body..flailing wildly in the dark
and then just whenyoure all relaxed and enjoying the show i pounce on you..our naked bodies together..and i bile likc and suckle your body giggling
trying to hard to stay awake baby. do you have any idea how much i love you? my whole body is filled with love for you. even my lil pinky toe loves you
good morning miss mouse. what size bed do you think were gonna need to fit two adults and four little ones taking a nap? king? do they make anything bigger? :)
my goal is to keep you gasping amor. for as long as were toghether. i want to keep this love new and exciting. i fucking ador you to no end.
holding each other sitting on our branch...so newly in love walking the trail studying the plants, animals and little red bugs. i f ell so hard for you then
i love you my dearest. please dont forget it. i think of every day that passes as a step towards each other on our little path. one of these days were gonna be right there on top of each other. then the real journey can begin amor.
cold as needles in the air like rubbing grains of sand over your skin till its raw. i want you here! make me warm! you know i never feel the cold with you.
...i think youre beautiful when you sleep..magical..like a fairy..an evil one. i love you through all states of conciousness...forever my love, im yours.
Amor. i crave...toast with hot Josalyn spread. and a warm glass of Josalyn juice to wash it down. i can taste you . tickling my tongue as i lick you from the inside out. feeling your lips on mine.. and your cheeks on mine. making love to you with my mouth and hands..ebre unagi amor.
so amazing to me that night after night i can actually feel us growing closer together. even in just the way speak to each other and our choices of words and the comfort level between us and the things we choose to share with each other. yes. if you go crazy i ll still love you the same baby.
laying here awake with you. maybe you dont know it but you were just here. i was with you and we were togethe in many ways. i smell you on me. so strange.
got the job! :) yeeeee! (1.31.08)
Good morning dreamgirl. Im so lucky to have you not only in my dreams, but in my waking too. Sometimes i wake up at night and i feel you wrapped around me. Like during the night our souls slip away from our bodies and entwine somewhere secret. sometimes i wake to your scent and i know its impossible.
...i fuckin love you man...
i have so much respect for you miss mouse. for being the woman, the friend, the lover, the mother that you are. I truely love you. I know i've said it b4 but...
Im home safe Amor. 1030 in my warm house...mmmmmmmuah i love you princess. youre the most beautiful centaur i know baby
my sweet perfection. you bring warmth and light to me each morning before the sun comes up. thank you for your morning texts miss mouse. mmmmuah!
AWESOME! and i was gonna mention the two types of wood could represent growing together. entwining with each other to form an endless and yes, eternal circle :)
i felt the magic too amor. the first time i sw you in person i felt it. it was like a mind orgasm...what did you do to me miss mouse?
Good night my love. sleep well-dream strong. i love you so much. soon i'll hold you through your nights. xoxox
my god...you truly are amazing. so fucking insanely gorgeous baby. imiss you so much it hurts right now...:(
loving you miss mouse. always n forever.
my girl. thats what you are. youre precious to me pricesless. i hope the morning light kisses your face as gently as i would...te amo miss mouse
since i got here this morning..every where i go..everywhere i stop my truck.. this seagull has been following me. staring at me. he's giving me the eye.
YES!!!! thats what i want too my love! the stuff that they make of and write shakespearean plays about. my juliet..and i your romeo
well, except the dying at the end part
good morning beautiful . drive safe this morning. keep your head focused baby. try not to think too hard about the things that bother you. remember the secret
im sending you love and positive thoughts from all angles. i love you so much... feel like we didnt have nearly enough time this weekend. we'll fix that soon :)
i need you here with me to subside this trembling. so cold . when the winter is over and the summer is here i dont ever want to be cold again. i need you
...fell asleep during lunch..had small slices of dreams very similar to what you described. walking, hand in hand, all smiles...everythings gonna be fine amor
i vow to do everything i can to make you always happy amor. i love you goodnight
yesh yesh yesh always my love you have me (3.33.31am)
baby. dont look to far ahead. our dreams arent all up there in the far distance. they're right here with us as well. knowing you is a dream . so lets live our lives to the fullest and make this love all we ever wanted and dreamed true love could be. i love you so damn much josalyn. come to me
Lovely lady. let me drink you please. wont spill a drop, no, i promise you. lying under this spell you cast on me each moment...the more i love you
AMOR!!! i havent talked to you all day sugar buns. hahha. just wanted to say hi and thinking of you. yea. thats it. ok, you just called me wow!
i love talking to you :)
...just caught a wiff of your scent on the breeze as i walked out side into the sunlight. could it be youre thinking of me and traveled here for a split second?
i bet you look mouthwatering. ..fucking delicious. im so damn lucky to have you!! oh my goodness. i cant stop thinking of you and i and our happy family..
...living the lives we always wanted to live. happy, healthy, and forever in love. my future. i wanna grow old with you jo. yea? can we do that? :)
Amor, I love you :)
awww mamas, its written everywhere. i see something everyday it seems. i'm absolutely crazy for you and the universe is saying "its alright dude, be crazy!"
good morning my sweet confection of perfection. i'm gonna be holding you close in about 50 hours. my body is tingling thinking about it. mmmm the craving
dammit i love you so much. i m so wrapped up i you baby. look at me..texting you the second i hang up. im fucking crazy about you woman.
nopers. gonna listen to some music online for a lil bit. mr mouse is very excited
i just saw your plane!!!
i kept looking to my right and expecting you to be sitting in the passenger seat. you have a wild effect on me miss mouse. please call me when youre home
last night my bed was like ice. felt like i was sleeping in an igloo or somthin. everytime i would move the cold sheets would make me cringe. brrrrr i miss you amor. i had such a great time with you yet again. everyday i spend with you im entranced by you. fucking beautiful person you are. has nothing to do with me being phsysically attracted to you. its the connection i feel to you spiritually thats so hypnotic. amazing stuff. te amo.
if my memory serves me right...you were enveloped within the maddening clouds when i first caught glimpse of you... which explains why i too have gone mad.
...and i fucking love you for it. every bit.
stepped outside just now to find it raining...and i though to myself...aww its raining here just like in houston. me and my baby both have rain...big smile..then i looked up and kept walking and the next thing i know i'm falling down the steps on my butt. aww just like my baby! te amo
..thinking of you ..loving you ..missing the hell out of you
picture me tap dancing on the bed in the middle of the night.. with glowsticks strapped to my body..flailing wildly in the dark
and then just whenyoure all relaxed and enjoying the show i pounce on you..our naked bodies together..and i bile likc and suckle your body giggling
trying to hard to stay awake baby. do you have any idea how much i love you? my whole body is filled with love for you. even my lil pinky toe loves you
good morning miss mouse. what size bed do you think were gonna need to fit two adults and four little ones taking a nap? king? do they make anything bigger? :)
my goal is to keep you gasping amor. for as long as were toghether. i want to keep this love new and exciting. i fucking ador you to no end.
holding each other sitting on our branch...so newly in love walking the trail studying the plants, animals and little red bugs. i f ell so hard for you then
i love you my dearest. please dont forget it. i think of every day that passes as a step towards each other on our little path. one of these days were gonna be right there on top of each other. then the real journey can begin amor.
cold as needles in the air like rubbing grains of sand over your skin till its raw. i want you here! make me warm! you know i never feel the cold with you.
...i think youre beautiful when you sleep..magical..like a fairy..an evil one. i love you through all states of conciousness...forever my love, im yours.
Amor. i crave...toast with hot Josalyn spread. and a warm glass of Josalyn juice to wash it down. i can taste you . tickling my tongue as i lick you from the inside out. feeling your lips on mine.. and your cheeks on mine. making love to you with my mouth and hands..ebre unagi amor.
so amazing to me that night after night i can actually feel us growing closer together. even in just the way speak to each other and our choices of words and the comfort level between us and the things we choose to share with each other. yes. if you go crazy i ll still love you the same baby.
laying here awake with you. maybe you dont know it but you were just here. i was with you and we were togethe in many ways. i smell you on me. so strange.
got the job! :) yeeeee! (1.31.08)
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