Love via Text (II)

December 2007:

i'm with you Josalyn. never doubt that im here 100% with you. AAAH!! DAMN BABY!! HURRY UP SUMMERTIME!!

Amor your page just made me very very emotional

i'm gonna strip you of your clothes.. and lay you gently on the bed..my hands will run over every inch of your body while my mouth kisses the insides of your thighs. mmmm my touching intensifies.. firmly massaging your breasts as you open your legs wider and wider.. you dig your nails into my shoulders as you pull your knees up against your chest and my tongue finds sanctuary deep inside your pussy. i lick and kiss and lick and probe and devour you into the night, driving orgasm after orgasm from your body.. i am the hunter.. you are my prey. you have 2 days to prepare for the feeding

there will be no mercy, Amor

i'm gonna look like i was painted on you by this tme tomorrow ...my love..im so excited. i think of the years to come and smile. i choose you miss mouse

i truly truly truly love you. i'm so very happy to be with you this weekend AMOR. this is awesome seeing you with your people. i love it.mmmuah! to pho!!!

on plane..in seat. all alone in the back. i wanna fly with you! lets go!

and you on mine my queen. headin to work right now...having C withdrawls!! CCC

seeing you interact with your children added another level of depth to my adoration of you....youre an amazing woman Josalyn. your lil ones are lucky :)

i miss looking at you... i miss your touch... your laughter.. your scent...your taste.. i miss the way you put your hand on my neck when you drive...madness

my queen. you have my word. god has woven you using the fabric of my dreams.

i want you here, in my enviornment, so bad. i want my people to see and know you. my woman, my love.

soon we'll have our movie nights together

wowww! i can stare at this pic all day! your pussy is beautiful! shoot every part of you is beautiful. send more! you make me fucking crazy baby

i can never hear it enough my love. i can never say it enough. i can never get enough of this feeling thats cookin inside me..its a tasty brew. SUPERHUMAN!

i was thinking about how you always seem to call right when im thinking about you and realized...there really is nothing special or coincidental about it all...because im ALWAYS THNKING ABOUT YOU!! it never stops! youre in my blood! youre part of me and there is no turning back dagnabbit! mmuah I LOVE YOU!

Yes Josalyn. i wanna be your smelly old man and i want you to be my smell old woman. and we can walk through the park and feed the pigeons and make out on benches

i wanna make love to you tenderly first thing in the morning, gently kissing every inch..and then get out for breakfast and enjoy the morning with our kids.

...then after some fun and giggles we all come home for a nap where you and i manage to sneak away for a good satisfying quickie and shower to hold our cravings. then that night, after dinner and a movie with our troop of lil ones.. i lay you down and brutalize your beautiful body...and fuck the living shit out of you

...and the next day ... again Amor... and the next day.. again.. I love You..Come Home.

baby, i dont want to only allow you to dream... i want to help you fulfill your dreams. im here for you. nothing is impossible.

im so so so much in love with you. right now, right this second im completely overwhelmed with your energy. i can feel you from here... this is crazy

everything here at work is wet...and the sun is bright and hot. so bright the glare that i can barely see anything else around me. makes me think of us.

I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU ALL DAY!!! >:( GGRRR

morning miss mouse :) sorry about last night baby i came home and just passed out. i dont even remember laying down. mustve needed the rest i guess.

tis true Amor. i think about them all the time and how i look forward to being part of their lives.

thinking of you my Love. imagining you with me.. against me..under me.. tightly around me...

wow!! i want YOU to strip for ME on MY birthday!!! oohhh yeaaah I FUCKIN LOVE YOU WOMAN! (sent11.11pm)

i want you for my everything Josalyn. I choose YOU.

Josalyn. i think youre gorgeous.

lonely baby. imagining you sprawled out in front of me...naked, writhing, wet...i love you beautiful.

im doing the same thing here. laying down looking at us. i do it every single morning actually. sounds funny but its my lil routine..and remember theres a couple of pics where im on top and youre on bottom ;)... need more of those..

i love you Josalyn J C. everything new i learn about you... everything.. i love you even more. youre amazing baby. custom made. i hope you feel the same

still awake. waves rolling thru my mind..like a vast ocean slowly rocking me to sleep. goodnight my sweet Love.

you just made me so warm inside. i do think of you my Love. everytime i look up. and i sing to myself.. go check your comments to hear what i sing

merry christmas my Love. im there with you. just close your eyes..feel me? im always with you- just as i know youre always with me. i love you so much baby

good morning my One and Only. im so full of love righ now. (and suuper horny) cant wait to have you here..to uh..express myself ;) I Love You Woman

til it bleeds...baby you ...you...youre fuckin intense and i love it. if i was a vampire id pick you to spend forever with. people are gonna trip on us.

...theyre gonna trip on us cuz our love is gonna be so intense, so brutal, so fuckin soft and yet so sharp. my dream girl..my mirror image in woman form

my amor, why must you torture me so. im craving you and your crooked voice to lift my eyes from this dusty pit of dispair..and remind me that heaven is near

never in my life have i been so captivated by a womans picture. i can stare at you forever it seems. you put a spell on me alright..because im yours.

when i say i choose you i mean i choose you to help me raise my children, and i choose to help you raise yours. Josalyn youre not losing me to anything or anybody. there too much to throw away. nobody has a chance taking this from me. this is the real deal. I choose You Amor. please know this.

you have me dizzy with worry this morning :(

you are my Nefertiti. my timeless love. my Queen.

you are baby, you are. i have no doubts in my mind. you were made for me Love. i want you for the rest of my life. Ride this wave with me..my lil unagi.

i miss your little bites. i wanna feel your teeth digging into my neck..your nails in to my back..your heels into my hips. i wanna loose myself deep in you..

Amor..will you please cover me with your bitemarks of passion when we next see eachother?

this mornings text was the best thing anybodys ever said to me Josalyn. to think i had my phone in my hand to send you my morning love...and i got this at that exact time...awesome. yes, i am your husband. you are my wife. its all in our minds Love. a piece of paper doesnt mean half of what we know.(sent at 1:11pm)

my mouth licking up every drop of juices...mixed with steaming hot water. that was so magical. were gonna have lots of moments like that...

dangit! tell me..why is that everytime i lay my head down at night or open my eyes in the morning and practically every second between i think of you? hmm? does it have something to do with that spell you said you put on me? whats the big idea huh? you do realize by diong that youre setting yourself up for a long life of love and laughter with a man thats gonna adore and worship you as a woman, a friend and lover right? are you sure about that?

C C... I Love You C C

you think? woman, i KNOW you are! who in their right minds would do this hm? oh wait..i know who. those who find REAL love. not that everyday stuff :)

this next year is our my Love. its our time. i love you so much. i cant stop thinking about us...(sent at 5:55pm)

Love via Text (I)

November 2007:

Thank you for coming into my life Amor. I love you too

YOu...are my future Amor.

my Love. How i adore you. my precious heaven-scent hell bent winged wonder. fly with me...Always (sent 1.11.03pm)

hahhaah you're awesome Jo. you drive me crazy! haywire! you give me little explosions in my belly and send ripples through my whole body and state of mind...

i'll stay yours always. please do the same Amor. i'm yours from 2000 miles away. nibble nibble

i want you here. under my arm. against my body. beneath these blankets. nose to nose. eye to eye. morning after morning. night after night. i love you Jo.

im here with you too. i'm completely twisted in love with you. i know youve seen my eyes tear up just staring at you on cam. its a big wave Amor.

only from a distance i guess. all i can promise you is once were together..this will be gone. i cry too. i know its not a weakness. its the strength of this love filling me to the breaking point. i love you. were gonna make it. youre gonna be mine. i'm gonna be yours. our lil ones will be happy.

youre the most amazing woman i've ever met. i told my mom that yesterday. i have so much respect for who you are and what you do.. just thought i d tell ya

i was raised and conditioned thru my life for you... raised by a strong mother.. so i recognize strength and desire to do right for her children. youre gonna have to thank my mama for makin me this way. she put a gentle heart in this boy. and now its yours dude. feel the wrath of my Love grrr.

I'm all yours JC . every bit

precious. beautiful, wondrous, magical mysterious woman...how i do Love You.

got my morning cup of jo but its not the same as yoooouu...baybaaaayyeeaaah wooo-hooo! Amor im so happy to be alive today. reading your email made me sad but at the same time it told me 'youre not alone dude...this girl is side by side with you" Amor i love you. lets use the buddy system.

i'm not going anywhere either Amor. im yours. fuckin a. i'm all yours. your toxic...in my blood Jo. my alien headed beauty. i want to be with you on new year.

i wanna grow old with you mouse. im so thankful for all the joy youve already brought to my life and its only the beginning. i wanna be that couple.. still as much in love with each other as the days of their youth... i have old corny love songs running through my head cuz of you...

...we're not bad people..we deserve to be happy right? when i read your comment a few hours ago 20 years you made me shudder. im very much in love with you Jo.

when you move here i'm prepared to make changes in my life. like get rid of my car. i had no intentions on meeting my true love Josalyn. but now that youre here.. i know i have more important things i need to focus on. i want us all the be happy i want to make this the best i possibly can

and yea im sending you another long text message just cuz i gotta crush on you and am infatuated and am sprung on you and am awestruck by you and cuz i fucking love you and respect you and honor you and cuz just thinking about you makes me smile like a teenager and cuz i have a feeling you feel the same

as crazy as this sounds.. mmm i love licking your... rump. your...female parts.. all of them Amor. i wanna please you for hours when i see you next. yummy

yessss. mi amor. i wanna lick lick lick...little circles around your most sensitive areas. and nibble so gently until i feel your body tremble and you buck like a wild animal... then im gonna lay you on your hands and knees and mmm im gonna..mmmm im gonna knock on your door. can i come inside?

baby silly question .. but what do you want me to call 'it'? ... you down there. i dont dare say anything to offend you my love.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU GIRL. YOU are the perfect woman ... for ME. fuck everybody else man. youre mine.

hahhaha just the fact that youre real and youre not all fragile and like omg i cant believe you used that word . youre a real woman not a pampered princess.

but i AM gonna pamper you princess. and id never disrespect you Amor. mmmuah this is awesome.

im watching the trains roll by..temped to jump one of these things n hope it takes me east texas..baby i wish i could move to you and restart my life. i would com to you if i didnt have my seedlings here. just get out of cali and live a new life in a new place. someday Love. to Ebro.

i wish i could express just how grateful i am to know you. never mind the fact that youre my lover. just the fact that i know you and youre a fantastic woman is enough to be thankful for. youre a beautiful person Amor. everyday i'm even more fascinated by you. love sex and madness

Nachos and beer and a movie and my lil mouse. that the perfect evening. and after..some good old fashioned lovin from my one and only. that my heaven.

oh yea? well im in love with JC. a supermodel to the world.. a super hero to me

were barely getting started my love. hopefully you never tire of my ways. i love you miss mouse

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times at night when i can't sleep and everyone else in the house is passed out and i know my body should really have it's rest; the thoughts in my mind go in every direction. meditation is something i should practice. it's starting to worry me that i might end up in my 40's and 50's still living from check to check. i don't want that. why didn't i strive for more? where's my focus? been working since i was 16 and where's my safety nest of money? right, it doesn't exist. working more than one job has a positive and a not so positive. it's sad to hear people say "i have to do what i have to do" just to pay bills, just to feed their children, just to make it through... i don't ever stress out too much; bills will never go away, and i wont ever let my children go hungry or be without good clothes and shoes. because yes, they are more important than me. but i want to do something greater. always.

the actual feeling of long weeks without my lover. knowing he's out there. the absence of his smell on me. his stubble against my cheek. and who would think this would happen. those eyes so big and wonderous looking back at me. what perfect script this is. which gods are responsible for this growing love...desire...anticipation...flowing slowly with the river enjoying the views knowing someday the ocean we'll reach.

flight, money, dreams

http://photowebs.blogspot.com/ these are wonderful! especially the shadow/reflection pics

i made a blog page, will write, read description, so i'll have things of my past because hey, i've come to terms and peace with it all. but just fyi, future use.

and my bank account is overdrawn. again. the purchase of clothes i made for the kids two weeks ago just now came through before i made my car payment. ahh well. if you can buy the tickets that would be great, it'd be about 180 with taxes. if not, i'll see how much the tickets are when i get paid again.

i've been looking for jobs online so hopefully something good will come up soon. and tomorrow i'll venture out. i just couldn't keep going to that place! and i'm happy to say that my weird, wacky dreams have come back to me since i've left :)

my dream last night-what i can remember of it now ... there was an ice man, he would go around freezing people. he came into the house and the kids were playing in my mom's room, i told them to get in the closet to hide. i close the bedroom door but he saw me. holding the door shut the ice cold started to penetrate the door so i had to let go. he did some kind of gesture or movement that was sexual so i asked him if that was the reason for all the mess..he said yes. so i left with him in order to save the kids and save the rest of the world from being frozen. along our path we saw a girl sitting on a bench by herself curled up. he happened to know she was a half vampire. she walked with us. somehow our powers merged. he could fly, i could make things cold, etc. thats all i remember. hahaha. i know there was something else...

ok dear, hope to hear from you very soon, you should be off from work now. Love you always.